Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Scientific Discoveries

Although this process for me is about experiencing my full potential on this beautiful planet Earth on a spiritual level, my insatiable curiosity is always wondering "How does that work?" on a physical level.  So, as my journey unfolds, I am also discovering the biochemical effects of the electrical magnetic power within my body (I call it the seed of Life, I AM) from the perspective of the law of physics. 

Although the scientific discoveries in the realm of physics is fascinating, my brain barely comprehends it, so I am limited at this time in verbalizing that piece in the transformation process of my body.  One thing I can speak about is the scientific discovery of the electromagnetic power of the heart to literally create what we want by changing matter. The Masters put it this way, "All form may be transformed, through a change of consciousness in regard to it."

Recent discoveries in the field of physics completely supports and proves what the ancients knew intuitively,   ( See the 5 minute video from Heartmath Institute: http://youtu.be/pp-r_f8-qz8 )  There are still aspects science has not been able to comprehend. 

I like the way JMW puts it, "The intellect cannot comprehend intuition since it is a higher level of consciousness."

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

A Gift in Every Conflict

Out sun gazing this morning, up to 37:50 minutes, expressing gratitude for everything that came into my awareness.  I am pleasantly surprised at the insight that came in about the value and workings of opportunity in opposition, and the blessing of duality in our human experience.  I noticed the words opposite and opportunity start out the same.  

opportunity: "a set of circumstances that makes it possible to do something" Interesting note: In Chinese, the words 'crisis' and 'opportunity' are the same.

opposition:  "resistance or dissent" in Latin "set against"  Another interesting note: the word 'position' is in opposition and 'stance' is in 'resistance'. 


I'm realizing more and more that every experience in opposition is truly an opportunity to look within and discover what is my truest truth.  Who AM I? Where do I stand?  Without resistance, how would I know?  It seems that to experience the darkness of who we are NOT is absolutely necessary to our development as Beings of Light.

I absolutely LOVE the key of gratitude!  It always opens my mind and heart to receive more than I imagined.  Imagine being in a place where you are no longer defensive when someone attacks you.  You simply give thanks for the gift of the conflict and receive the juice that comes into your awareness.

I've been in and out of a season of contemplation the last little while again.  This usually means I'm shifting again into a new awareness and way of being.

I was vigorously rubbing out some arthritic pain on my left thumb.  In messages of the body, I find that the thumb represents self, and arthritis is an expression of resentment, which is a by product of guilt. In short, I feel victimized by my inner critic.  In my attempt to release this negative energy in my body, I attracted a verbal, very critical attack.  Initially, I felt defensive. Then realized I had nothing to defend.  I was just attracting an opportunity to experience my inner critic in the form of a voice outside of myself.  I see this as a chance to examine myself, recommit to exercising compassion for myself and love the experience of my inner critic becoming weaker as I embrace my Truth.  I am love, and love is what I express.  

When I sit with that, I think of all the circumstances of my life that have brought me to the awareness and understanding I currently hold.  I see so many experiences that looked nothing like the goals and dreams I was conditioned to.  At the time, it seemed like a great loss to me.  Turns out, what I have now is what I truly in the depths of my soul wanted.  How did I get here? 



Friday, October 25, 2013

The Journey Revisited



I thought after the extended water fast, I would not return to old eating habits.  Turns out I still take great pleasure in eating, and enjoy food preparation like never before.  I just don’t like the effect it’s having on my body.  Delicious in my mouth, but heavy in my body. 

I find myself questioning my relationship to food again.  I would like to simply outgrow the need for it physically, emotionally and mentally through fully adopting the belief in inedia and allowing it to develop naturally by tuning in to the source of life within...the love that I AM.  What a great way to serve humanity to be one of the thousands to prove that the human body can live on sunlight alone with the focus on the Internal flame, the Light within.  Is it possible?  I am still interested in exploring this possibility. 


What I don't want is to use my body as a food processor.  It seems when I eat more than I need, or eat heavy foods, I feel uncomfortable.  I am practicing being more consistent and committed to not abusing my body with overeating, nor withholding what it needs.  As in all aspects of a human experience in a world of duality, finding the balance is key.  

I have taken up sun gazing again with the intent to integrate fully the benefits this time.  I came just short of completing the program in 2011, but still enjoy the benefits and intend to take it to completion.   My family tells me the biggest change I have made since the fast is a much greater sense of peace in every situation.  I attribute much of this to sun gazing and the profound insights I received during the extended fast.  I have a completely different relationship with my body.  That's a good start.

I feel a lot of excitement around exploring "beyond belief" all the possibilities available to the human race without the pressure of expectation nor the attachment to the outcome. I believe this is the most powerful method of pure creation.