Today was very rough and challenging. I had more deep emotional feelings that took me back to my first pregnancy, where I had done all the right things to prepare myself for the best outcome for a normal, healthy baby. The labor was a literal nightmare, the baby wouldn't come. Later, the stillborn baby had to be extracted from my body. I couldn't finish. So, more fears of failure cropped up for me to look at. Since we hold fear in our stomachs, it increased the nausea to where I couldn't even eat ice.
I had scheduled a colonic, hoping to get things moving. The whole process exhausted me more, but it sure moved a lot of toxins out. The therapist emphasized that a lot of the symptoms I was having were signs of mineral depletion and toxic overload. She gave me a couple of ounces of probiotic kiefer with a bit of pomegranate juice. It felt so good, I decided to take a few days of this combination, alternating with lemon juice in water, and schedule two more days of colonics to clean the lymphs as well.
The problem came when I forgot an important point JMW makes in his book, LSWF about heavily diluting the juice at first. I did the lemon water too strong, and it sent my stomach into spasms. Not fun! It felt so good to keep something down, I wasn't paying attention.
Right now, I'm trying some diluted mint tea to see if things will settle down. Wish me luck!
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